Grunging it up.

Style and fashion are strange things. In many respects they collide, but evidently.....they are completely different. Being a teenager is all about experimenting - finding out who you are, what you like....what you don't like ;) . So, obviously our choices and preferences will change. So now is the time to make mistakes, to trip and fall. But also to get back up...dust yourself off, and keep running head first through life.

I've got a fast car

Maybe we can get away?
Lately I've noticed that things have been going off track. A bit worringly so if I'm honest. My subconscious self seems to be doing...oh my gosh! NORMAL things. This is wrecking havoc. I am so scared, because I feel like the only thing that separates me from everyone else, is my weight. And appearance, but seeing as my self-confidence is at rock bottom, I cannot make myself different by amazing clothes, as I have no confidence to wear them. It's a constant vicious circle. I wish I had someone there, someone to cuddle when things got tough, someone who didn't judge, and just saw me for who I am.

So as of tomorrow - I am going to gain my life back. I'm not going to let my body control my mind. I am in charge. It is my life, so I shall live it as I want. But how much easier said than done! To gather the courage to persist with your endeavours...that is one of the hardest things, to stick things out, whether you wish to continue or not, whether it is simple or a constant struggle, no matter if it seems pointless - you have to trust YOURSELF. For you are the one who has to go day to day living with these choices.

If you had the chance, how would you live your life..would it be different?


Make it your daily goal to live every moment as you wish it to be. For you are the author of your life.

Indeed.

'Fantasy enriches people's lives. Sometimes it is better to show people the way they could be, rather than the way they are.'